mermaid*

“I don’t know what happiness is like...oh, yes. The night of the sirens’ storm. Looking back, if I had known such a thing would happen, I wish I would’ve been pulled into the ocean when that person sank with the ship… How many times did we repeat this same story and the same ending?... No matter how many years pass, the ending of the book of thousands of people won’t change. This story will continue to be passed down to the future, and there isn’t a future in it where I could live together with him! How much do I have to disappear in the foams in this long, long story?? When will I finally be able to get happiness?? Even though I love him, I love him so much it’s maddening… Hans, why would you write such a cruel tale? Did you unfold the story to where my hands can’t reach…?? Only if you die can I keep living inside this story. I continue to live on, going through that same day over and over again behind these faded pages… Let’s change the ending of this story once and for all…”